Insecurities.
They scary little thoughts that slaughter your self-esteem. 
As much as you try to push them away, they won't leave you alone.
They make you feel useless, ugly, fat, stupid, and just an over-all failure.

In this society , people will judge you on what you wear ,
which music you listen to , what you look like , how you act ,
who you hang around with , and whatever imperfection you have,
you'll be made fun of for being who you are.

but you know what ? ( read below , what the pic says )

REMIND YOURSELF ITS OKAY NOT TO BE PERFECT <3

HELLOOO PEOPLEs !!! I just came back from my KL trip with my choir !! The only thing I could say is I really really really really really enjoy it very very very much !!! Its really fun there , we went there to have a choir festival which is called VOICES OF ASIA . Many choirs were there , they are from different countries too , for example , Korea , HongKong , Malaysia and of cause Singapore too ^^ . We have master classes from some ... masters ? hahaha !! I've learn a lot of techniques on how to train your vocals cords , how to walk to the stage with confidence , how to express your feelings through singing , ect ...

HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS TAKEN THERE ^^
(not in order)

With our ex-conductor , currently in London for 

further studies ^^

selfie ^^

With Mr Kevin ,,^^,,

with one of the master and pianist ^^

With Mr adyll , our current conductor ^^

One of the mater's ^^

camwore xD

dinner before first night performance ^^

second day , Ethic Night ^^

camwore with both pretty mei mei ^^

Ethic Night performance^^

With Mr Kevin ,,^^,,

fingers pointing at Mr Kevin xD

camwore ^^

first day lunch ^^

with one of the master's

with my beautiful choir teachers ^^

with Mr Jerald , our current pianist ^^

with Mr Jerald ^^

Mr lim our ex-conductor ^^

ohh and I meet my tuition teacher there too !! great to see her again !!^^

How I got into KPOP

I got into Kpop through the song " Nobody" by wonder girls and of cause super junior "sorry sorry " . I also tried to watch kpop mv on MTV and found that kpop songs weren't that bad after all . Then I started to watch korean dramas , " boys over flowers " , " you're beautiful " and many more ...

And after I watched all these dramas I went to search the actors and found that they are in a kpop band , I start to listen to theirs songs . Kpop bands that I have found after watching the dramas are SS501 , CNBLUE & FT island ect ... 

FT island was the first band I got so in love with . The main vocal , Lee Hong Ki , His voice was so power & its just so attractive . Then I started to buy alot of their stuffs , albums , photo cards , ect ... 

BEAST also known as B2ST was the second band that I fell in love with , I know them through my primary school friends . I bought much more of their stuffs then FT island . 

UKISS was the third band . :) OKAY , im gonna stop here cause if i would have to continue i dont think I will stop because there are way too much band that I love so much .

 Im gonna show you some pictures of what I have bought . ^^ don't be too shock ... hehe 

FT ISLAND STUFFS 

BEAST/B2ST STUFFS

SHINEE , 2PM & OTHER BANDS BADGES

I beg my dad for very long to buy me just the head of the pig rabbit because if i would to buy the whole thing it would cost around like $10-$20 . This pig rabbit soft toy is from korean drama called " you're beautiful "

The real one pig rabbit in the show is in the picture below :)

I dont really know how to end this but yeah ...this is how I got into kpop , and I get to know alot alot of kpop bands , kpop soloist , Korean dramas , Korean variety shows , korean enterainment , korean food and many more I guess ? ... haha ok thats all im gonna say for today ^^ BYE BYE ! 

もののけ姫 (Mononoke Hime )

Earlier today went back to school for CCA . We've learn a new song called " Mononoke Hime "

Its a Japanese song with nice melody , Its really a nice song to listen to :) Its a theme song from a Japanese 

animated film . I should go and watch the anime now , it seems nice and touching ... hahaha 

Here's the link of the original song :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v9DzfEUt9A

EOY EXAM RESULT ! '13

Ok ... I have gotten my EOY result , I pass all except for science :'( booohooo .

I have seriously no idea which combine subject should I choose ... Im so troubled !!! 

ARGGGHHH ! Im fine with any subject actually ... sigh !!! HOW ?!!! 

GURLS ...

With some of my friends just now :) went shopping with them at scape & bugis street .cam wore with them at outside mos burger ! 

My beautiful Mei

Since my mei posted an entry about me on her blog ... so I might as well
post an entry about her too ^^

She's a really wonderful girl . pretty and cute . She doesn't
really express her feelings out ... but I know when she is feeling sad or something is
bothering her . whenever im saying something she just tent to not understand immediately,
always needs me to repeat again == , and I some times get so frustrated that I don't wanna repeat
again . hehe ^^ She's really a nice girl . I just want her to be happy , smile often , enjoy her life
without regrets . take good care of herself and not let her love ones to get worried .
Mei , Jie love you ! <3


Here's a photo of me(with specs) and my mei(not wearing specs)

My pretty Mei Mei ;)

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My current One & Only bias

EXO

Kim JongIn  AKA  Kai 

watch this video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6R9cl-VCvx4  (must watch) quite touching for me ><

It will tell you why I and the other Kai stands likes/loves him so much 

                                   

She's so caring :)

My favourite teacher :) Miss Kerry Lim
she cares for me when Im upset ...
her words always touched me and influence me to
become a better person :)

To some anon and bitches

anon saying me ugly and bitchy on ask.fm ? ohhh thanks so much for telling me that  even though i dont know who you are , i can say that you are much more worse than me  why dont you have the guts to say it right in my face ? yes i can admit that im ugly , i have lots of pimples on my face . bitchy ? bitchy has lots of meaning ... i dont know which one you are talking about . yes im bitchy when im having my periods , which girl doesnt ? im such a shame and burden to my parents . i dont have good looks or fashion sense like my bro . im not as smart as my mum , im not that independent - likes to stick with my dad , not a good granddaughter . im an annyoing sister that always picks a fight with my bro . about my looks ... god gave this face , this body to me . he has his own reasons , i'll just have a accpet it and make use of it . though my outlooks are ugly thats just a cover . if you know me well enough , you will know what type of girl i am . so to the anon i guess you don't know me well enough ? im not that bitchy , though i have a bitchy side but is just bitchy to the people who deserved it .

3R I S E ( Rise award ) in my class

R- respect
R-responsibility
R-resilience
I-integrity
S-self-discipline
E-empathy

My class did a normination award for the rise award .
Those who won the RISE award would get some prizes :)
Everyone would get a booklet , inside will be the normination paper ,
so maybe we could keep it as a memory after graduation to Secondary 3 as all
of use might be going to different classes , wont be in the same class anymore .

Here's a picture of the prizes and booklet :) (all done by , class committees , class chairs & student leaders

accept what i am given

my studies might not be good , Im very careless in whatever I do . I always can't do things well . Im hot tempered , gets angrily just of small things . Im not a good looking person(ugly) . Im lazy , i just don't put the things back in place after i use it . I don't have lots of fancy full dresses and clothing . my fashion sense is not that good . im always the odd one out . Im not as perfect as other girls . but these are gods plans , he made me like this as he has his reasons . i just have to think it in a good way and make good use of it .

Reason for creating a blog

My reasons for creating a Blog is , firstly because I want to share my thoughts and memories to everyone who is reading my Blog . Secondly, I've seen many people Blogging so I think why not I give it a try too ? Thirdly , I've been feeling down lately . I want to say out whatever is in my mind ... I just want to BLAST it out ! I don't like writing it on diary because I don't like my hand writing and I'm just too lazy to write . I prefer typing , therefore I choose to create a Blog :) So I hope you could continue to read my blog , I'll update more soon !